I have been lurking around, reading and commenting a little, and generally, everyone has been really nice. But then, there was this girl that answered to one of my comments with "leave me alone sv_maria" or something like that.

The frustating thing is that I don't even KNOW who sv_maria and that I can't actually prove that I'm *me*. I'm not about to post pictures of myself so everyone can see that I'm very much MALE.

Anyway, for what is worth it, I'm not sv_maria. My name is James and I'm male. A very ay male.

Today my mom came to have lunch with me. She expend the hole evening chatting about some nice girls that she had met *rolls eyes*

I mean, I'm almost 28 years old and I have been gay since I was 16 and realized that I wanted to kiss my english teacher. I have dated guys since then. I even lived with a guy for 2 years a while ago and she still hopes that I will get over this "phase" and start dating women.

Anyway, it was a nice lunch and we talked a lot about my brother and his new girlfriend and about my sister and her new boyfriend. It was a nice evening.

Later, I walked her to a taxi and went to the supermarket to buy cat food. I have a white cat and his name is, of course, Lex. He is 6 month old and just a sweetie. I'm in love with him.

Last night I didn't go out. My friend Mark had invited me to a club, but I didn't feel like dancing, so I stayed home and drank some beers and smoke all night. God, I'm SO dying of cancer, but Lucky Strike is my lover. I watched tv and then when to bed, but SURPRISE: I COULDN'T SLEEP

I hate it when I can't sleep. But, the bright side was that I could stay up reading Clex over at the SSA all night. God, the boy are so damn hot together. I love it when Lex is younger than Clark, or where Clark takes care of Lex *melts* but... I still can't stand mpregs. I just don't understand them.

Anyway, welcome to my new friends *offers beers and cigarettes* and I'm back to read clex!